2nd day..

wow.. really hard to find a day where i actually could sit inside my room whole day without going anywhere.. i didn go back home because i really didn wan my parents to worry bout me.. so i choose to stay here lo.. at 1st i plan to study de.. but when i actually look at my book.. i start to.. 'huang'.. dunno where am i liao.. dunno how should i continue study liao.. just everything couldn enter into my brain.. help.. i really drowning.. =( but i tell myself.. limit myself that today would b the last time i behave this way.. must gambateh o.. must take care n must study hard.. dun ever fell because of a guy.. plus last time when i am wif him.. he always ask me to study hard.. i should faster let everything go in peace n i start studying liao..

last night jiayi come over to my house.. she sleep beside me.. suddenly.. i feel i am not that alone.. although i didn hav him in my life anymore.. but i hav a bunch of great fren that won gv up on me.. jiayi worry bout me.. she got to work n she is so bz.. she still make an effort to come visit me.. and see if i am ok.. n we talk lots yest nite.. dunno how.. without telling her anything.. but i know.. for definiely.. she will understand.. thanks dear.. really thanks u for coming.. u didn know how much that mean to me..

well, beside jiayi.. i know lee ling ling also worry bout me.. she wan me to b happy.. she didn wan me to b sad anymore about him.. well, from the beginning.. i think she feel me n him won survive and she should definitely feel me n him was a diff people.. and yet she didn wanna hurt me.. she didn wanna tell me wat she think.. well, i think she is trying to protect me.. offering me to 'fan' her during weekend where it's kinda rare for her to do so.. =) but thanks to god.. i hav her wif me.. muacks..

well, today wake up late.. cause lazy wanna wake up.. then go to petaling street take the zheng tea lo.. at 1st plan to walk around a while.. manatau.. i taking so many bottles that my hand almost break.. haha.. then elyn offer to drive me home.. and her bf drive me home lo.. =) luckily.. if not, wif the whole box.. wif 24 bottles of drink.. i cant imagine how am i going to carry such a heavy stuff.. the bottles is very nice.. haha.. like them a lots.. =).. when i watch taking picture of my 3 cute bottles wif nicholas face on the bottles.. my housemates was looking at me.. and thinking is i am crazy doing so.. wahaha.. then later when i online wif elyn.. i get to know that she also do the same thing.. haha.. she even take pic wif the bottles le.. =P

~3 flavours oh..~

~so cute rite??.. haha.. ~

then come back lo.. did nothing.. was staring again on my tutorial but nothing come out.. so ended up watching 'tong sam fong pou'.. wasn in the mood watching also.. show was playing n i was lying on my bed thinking.. thinking of lots stuff.. again.. day dreaming come.. haha..

well, then fall asleep.. tze yan come n ask me go out dinner.. then went out together wif them n 'tou fong' go see where sg besi toll is lo.. then come back.. ah pui come.. then talk a while.. sitting back in my lonely room again.. plan to study de.. end up.. no mood also.. so i finally come here downloading song i do some blogging lo.. =)

well, tomolo another new days.. having tutorial and stuff.. well, i guess i won b attending my tax tutorial.. i wasn in any mood and i didn even start wif anything.. so i dun plan to go.. cause his class need to b ready de.. =) sorry daddy mummy i skip classes.. i promise won happen again.. next week i will study hard.. ok?? =)