bless her!!

well, it wasn easy to u know.. hav a great conversation wif my mum.. and hav a girl talk wif her?? yet, there we go.. i manage to make a great improvement in our relationship.. i feel closer wif her and everything.. recently our conversation stay wif grandma..

mummy: grandma admitted to hospital..
chyeli: is she ok?? wat the doc say??
mummy: erm, admitted but haven see the doc yet.. (ridiculous rite?? i hate malaysia's doc.. they only save people that hav the chances to survive and u know.. left those that are old and they think they shouldn save?? god..)
chyeli: oh..
mummy: wat doc say also cannot really trust.. he say grandma got 3 months only.. but now it's 6 months dy..
chyeli: sometime things cannot be predict.. grandma is lucky cause hav extra.. some might hav lesser then 3 months..
mummy: ya.. i hope grandma not going to suffer before going away.. (mayb go when sleep u know, that kind??)
chyeli: won u regret not having ur last conversation wif grandma before she left??
mummy: (keep quiet for a while and say) i just hope she dun suffer..

i know deep down in my mum's heart she mind.. she is close wif grandma and she always feel that grandma didn enjoy her life.. she always regret not having a chance to sleep beside her and hav a nice girl talk?? and mummy been able to u know.. practise the western culture and hug her every time they depart.. that sweet rite?? but after hugging, mum will cry.. as if she worry that this will be the last time she hug her.. make my heart sour as well..

now situation worsen.. grandma hav been in hospital for days and not being able to go home.. and she cant eat wif all tubes all over her body.. =( mummy say she only able to drink milk.. and that also through nose.. hear it make my heart pain.. we really hope she could survive for cny... i just wish god giv her a lil more time.. wif her daughter and also her grandchild.. and i wish that god giv me a chance.. i wanted to bring her go mcD.. mummy say.. all her life she had never try on any fast food.. japanese foods and others.. and she had not even step her feet out of malaysia and malacca.. and all she ever visit is kl and also singapore.. sound sad?? ya.. that is my grandma's life.. =(
god.. please.. by seeing this, will u giv her more time?? just a lil more?? 3 more months mayb?? please... please...