grandma will be discharging today

i am working today. with puffy eye and heart at home. guess the time today will pass slowly no matter how many things i have on my hand. this is because grandma might be discharging today if the doctor approve. daddy say they are going to transfer her to tung shin hospital for further checking since she did not show much improvement since thursday. let her have another check up and stay there a night or 2 to do some testing before coming home.
why does it have to be so hard when one of the family member fall sick? why cant we see everyone coorperate, stick together instead of seeing them being selfish? had it once when my mum's mum sick and subsequently pass away. see the politic they went into and i manage to see how realistic people can be. not to say, i know people aren perfect. but i just wish they wont treat me and my family and my youngest uncle this way. it is just not fair.
discharging should be a really happy thinking. but when come to whose house should be accommodating her, well.. u guys know the answer. everyone trying to push her to someone without offering to take her in. after everything she do for u guys. this is what she get in return.
if the plans did not change, either grandma will be staying with us or she will be placed at the old house with a maid. if i were to choose between this 2 options, i think i will wan her with us. at least we can have a peep of her when we back from work and we will talk to her.
i am just having those complex and emotional feeling. i hate someone for a reason. and i seriously will not forgive so easily. dun u dare ask for my forgiveness cause that is definitely not something i will offer to u. and i mean it..
with the blessing of god, i wish grandma will be better. better as in, she is at least 50% of what she is before she collapsed.